24 Marso / 3 Nisan 5783 - Prayers
2nd Watch 3 Nisan 5783 Dear ABBA, I do not know how YOU will heal me but I am still trusting YOU to heal me because it was YOU who broke my heart in the first place and not man.... I understand that YOU are taking away all my pride because I am such a power puff girl and you want to take away all my puff so that I can be fit to love and take care of a special young man that YOU love. You chose him for me not me. But today, I am still very broken ABBA, I know YOU love him very much, but may unta mulabad sad ka nako GINOO, dli ra sad sa iyaha. Sakitan kaau ko LORD, sakitan kaau ko... I'm not healed yet, I am so guba, guba, YOU wrecked me and I do not know how you're going to heal this ruined heart... are YOU happy GOD??? That all my tears are pouring out to YOU tonight? What else do YOU want? YOU want him to step all over me??? I am humbled and completely wrecked. I do not want to live another day because it's too much pain to be rejected by the One whom YOU gave my heart t...