2023 - Tuig sa Kairos ug Pabor sa GINOO

2nd Watch 3 Nisan 5783   Dear ABBA, I do not know how YOU will heal me but I am still trusting YOU to heal me because it was YOU who broke my heart in the first place and not man.... I understand that YOU are taking away all my pride because I am such a power puff girl and you want to take away all my puff so that I can be fit to love and take care of a special young man that YOU love. You chose him for me not me. But today, I am still very broken ABBA, I know YOU love him very much, but may unta mulabad sad ka nako GINOO, dli ra sad sa iyaha. Sakitan kaau ko LORD, sakitan kaau ko... I'm not healed yet, I am so guba, guba, YOU wrecked me and I do not know how you're going to heal this ruined heart... are YOU happy GOD??? That all my tears are pouring out to YOU tonight? What else do YOU want? YOU want him to step all over me??? I am humbled and completely wrecked. I do not want to live another day because it's too much pain to be rejected by the One whom YOU gave my heart t...

 Shabbat Shalom! PARASHA VAYISHLACH (And He Sent) Genesis 32:4 (v. 3 in Hebrew Bibles)–36:43; Obadiah 1:1–21 “And Jacob sent [vayishlach וַיִּשְׁלַח] messengers ahead of him to his brother Esau in the land of Seir, the country of Edom.” (Genesis 32:4 [Hebrew Bibles: v. 3]) Haftarah Vayishlach: Hoshea (Hosea) 11:7–12:12(11) (A); ‘Ovadyah (Obadiah) 1–21 (S) Hosea 11 7 My people are hanging in suspense about returning to me; and though they call them upwards, nobody makes a move. 8 Efrayim, how can I give you up, or surrender you, Isra’el? How could I treat you like Admah or make you like Tzvoyim? My heart recoils at the idea, as compassion warms within me. 9 I will not give vent to the fierceness of my rage, I will not return to destroy Efrayim; for I am God, not a human being, the Holy One among you; so I will not come in fury. 10 They will go after Adonai, who will roar like a lion; for he will roar, and the children will come trembling from the west. 11 They will tremble like a...

  Sukkot Week, Sick Week or Rest Week? This week has been a tough week for me, I was sick for 2 days starting Wednesday, recovering on Friday, I couldn't work while I was sick and worked from home while I recovered... I had plans to meet with Toni and Pipoy this week for business and personal matters regarding church. But I couldn't meet with them. I planned to go to WWCF Cebu this Sunday but I don't know if I can go since my mother became sick after 2 days that I was sick. She was sick on Friday and today on this Blessed Shabbat, I don't think she can go to church on Sunday and so won't I if she stays I want to be able to stay with her but I couldn't care for her since I was recovering and I didn't want her to catch what I was having that made me sick. Also before I was indeed sick, I didn't notice that I was reading the wrong chapter in Deuteronomy. But there must have been a reason why I read that, but reading the wrong thing at the wrong time made th...